v I just observed that this summer, I ain't that cheery like I was last year, or the year before that (these past years for short)

I read an article in an old magazine about yoga (spirit with in) and I found in a small fact box that I have clinical depression.

For those who don't know that:
Major depressive disorder (also known as clinical depression, major depression, unipolar depression, or unipolar disorder) is a mental disorder characterized by an all-encompassing low mood accompanied by low self-esteem, and loss of interest or pleasure in normally enjoyable activities.

Search the symptoms if you like

Anyway, I would normally talk about this to my mom (my dad is currently in Saudi), but they've been busy lately...

there's one reason for this... and I will find it out